How is everyone doing? i hope things are great around you but if it turns out opposite, i pray that Allah give you the most powerful strength to face it. me? i’m good alhamdulillah. sorry i have abandoned this site for so long. i may not have many followers and this blog is not at all entertaining but i still hope whoever spend some times reading will at least benefit something hehe. so here goes!!
first, a little update about myself.. i’m no longer a medical student. *yeeehaaa!! finished my study in november last year (2016). currently just stay at home learning how to cook, how to clean the house and every possible things a housewife should know. no no.. don’t get me wrong.. not a preparation for anything. i’m just trying to make myself more… woman. 😛
i have received my SPA interview date. its in february.. so guess what im doing now? blogging. urghhhh.. its hard to get the momentum to study. its like starting all over again. honestly speaking, im terrified. not for the interview but for the world im going to face later. for the people im about to meet later in life. *welcome to adulthood nicky! i heard the world out there is not all ‘candy and ice cream’.. life can be so mean to people and people become mean to each other. is it??? i hope in time of desperation, when i’m in great stress, and the whole world is against me, God will send me the most loving and compassionate people to remind me to be strong. Housemanship is the toughest time in a doctor’s life they say. i’m not strong nor tough. i always want my mama when things turn upside down. but i pray that those hard time in medical school can be a reminder to me how i have survived and how i will survive! insyallah!! pray for me people.
papa wants me to do my housemanship somewhere not too near but not too far from home because they say if you do your housemanship near hometown, chances are you’ll be kicked out faraway afterward. But the funny thing is, my dad doesn’t mind if the hospital is close to the airport a.k.a sarawak general houspital!! dikya had this crazy idea that we can just do our housemanship near and get married ASAP and settle down in time so the government can’t send us away from our husband.. which i think is a lot funnier. BILA MASA NAK KAHWIN OI
yeahh. talking about marriage.. lots of friends are getting married. here, there, everywhere! i’m just here.. ‘potato-ing’. sometimes i really don’t feel like going to their reception but ughhh we must follow the social norm. no? ok kidding. hopefully soon i can write here.. HEY GUYS GUESS WHAT? I’M MARRIED! SORRY FOR NOT INVITING. hahahhahaha
i’m not ready for adulthood! but if i’m to be ready.. i will never be. so.. just bring it on!! i will try to handle it with care. if you have the same fear, lets pray people! pray for strength and wisdom.
ok done crapping i guess. hope i bore you to sleep. may Allah bless you and your family and see you guys here in gazillion years! take care xoxo